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Something You Can't Have

"Maybe God wants to get something to you that you can’t have with me here.” That is what Terry told me shortly before he died. Immediately I thought we’ll I don’t want it. It saddens me to say he was right. God wanted me to have a deeper understanding of His love for me. AND to trust Him in a bold new way. I followed Terry as He followed Christ. That is honorable for a wife. However if I’m honest I put Terry in the middle. I wrote about that in my blog And I didn’t want God in His rightful place in my heart All of that is changing. This journey has been long and painful but I’m learning to let go of Terry, receive God’s love and trust Him more. I tell my Father often, “God I want all that you have for me.” Sometimes that comes through grief, pain and difficulty.

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